You don't have to move on to let go

Feeling the past moving in
Letting a new day begin
Hold to the time that you know
You don't have to move on or let go

Add to the memory you keep
Remember when you fall asleep
Hold to the love that you know
You don't have to give up to let go

Remember turning on the night
And moving through the morning light
Remember how it was with you
Remember how you pulled me through
I remember [x8]

Feeling the past moving in
Letting a new day begin
Hold to the time that you know
You don't have to move on or let go

Add to the memory you keep
Remember when you fall asleep
Hold to the love that you know
You don't have to give up to let go

Remember how it was with you
Remember how it was with you
I remember

Feeling the past moving in
Letting a new day begin
Hold to the time that you know
You don't have to move on or let go

Add to the memory you keep
Remember when you fall asleep
Hold to the love that you know
You don't have to give up to let go
Remember turning on the night
And moving through the morning light
Remember how it was with you
Remember how you pulled me through
I remember [x8]

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Oh hell, I don't even know.

5000 feet

"When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on." ~Franklin D. Roosevelt

I am five thousand feet in the air looking down at the world at the end of a rope, dangling lifelessly in the wind. As I get carried by the current I can only think of the words to say -- the words that will decide how I get down from here.


PS: Music makes me happy. Incredibly happy when things look so very gray.

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This is Emilia. I thought it was a llama but apparently it's a rabbit. It looks so happy. Thanks Christina for your participation lol.

Going downhill with no brakes.

I need to get out of this mood. Now. Although the delicious sandwich I ate made me feel slightly better.


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So it's not really different, but hey it's my life in a nutshell.

Busy.

I have been busy of late. Mainly being the driver for Lisa and Christina. I had a blast and it was fun having her down here. Party till you drop! What can I say, San Diego just does it better. Haha.

Looking back, I have learned some new things and maybe there is some of that word I gave up on lingering somewhere in the shadows. We'll see. In fact thinking about it puts a smile on my face. All I know is it's time for a change and it's starting now.

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What's wit's?

If you're at your wit's end, you really don't know what you should do about something, no matter how hard you think about it. I believe I have reached the pinnacle of utter confusion and I can honestly say the view is not that great.

It feels like I am doodling on paper all the time, trying to create something far more complex than what it really is. When in reality it is just a doodle, a collision of lines and squiggles that do not make sense – But since when have things made sense.

They say if you know what you want in life to go get it. Well, it is right in front of me and it’s just out of reach – So what now?

I don't know.

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I was making a sandwich watching the hummingbirds land and eat. One hummingbird in particular was sitting there for five minutes. As soon as he leaves, he decides to take a crap on the floor. I lol'd.

Life.

It's the moments when your puzzled mind finally comes together with a full and complete answer. The jaded pieces finally fit, and the picture isn't how you imagined it. It's a portrait of you in shoes, but they aren't yours. A beautiful ray of light shines from behind. Yet it's faded, because it's all an elaborate illusion that's meant for a display of pearly whites. It's a home that you'll never occupy.


It's an imperfect perfection that drives you into the ground. It whispers to you everyday reminding you of the same thing. An arcade machine tells you to try again. The quarters have melted in your pockets. You have no business trying again, because it isn't in the stars for you. Hell, you don't even believe in the stars.


Your roof is made of smiles, even a welcome mat or two. Yet your interior lacks all its furniture and your fireplace is empty. The ashes remain in the cold hollow stack. They can see through your broken windows. She can see through your broken windows. The rust is showing again, from when it used to rain. The thunder resonates through your mind. It really was that loud. The sun never sets here anymore; you'll always see what you don't want to.


The shoes tighten like an aged grip. The light dies down and slows to a simmer. Tunnels end approaching; you break free of your wants. You're crumbling alone on this unstable pile of earth. Finally a pair for yourself; time to walk the open road. "Love like the wind" , they said. Invisible always; but sooner or later, you'll feel it. Until then, just keep walking.


Something I wrote a long time ago. It's funny how it still makes perfect sense to me.

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Self-explanatory.

Sanity vs. Humanity

You weren’t born as a vacuum, so why do you choose to suck? There really is no other way to put it – People suck. My faith in humanity died long ago when I found out that 90% of our population is born with a severe case of stupidity. Sadly they are growing like wildfires and if intelligence was water we are most certainly screwed.

A girl the other day decides she didn’t want to accept my change because her feeble brain couldn’t comprehend how to count it all. Then she gets frustrated at me and tells me cash only. Last time I checked my coins are just as good as cash. You work at a fast food joint you moron, do not flatter yourself.

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Meet Nannerpus. Yes, he's cooler than you.

Major Pet Peeves.

Everyone has them. Here are mine.

Car signals: Use them. They are there to signal when you’re moving from one lane to the next. If your excuse is anything but a broken signal, pull over your vehicle, remove yourself from it, and kindly walk into traffic – Thanks.

Gum chewing: Learn to chew without letting the world know. Donkeys are aloud, you aren’t – Jackass.

Texting: So I have been texting you for the last ten minutes. I decide to call you because our conversation is going in circles. So what do you do? You don’t pick up. I know you’re there, it’s not my fault I dislike your lack of text reading abilities. That’s what phones where originally meant for – Talking. You idiot.

Cocky people: I don’t see why you’re proud of being a douche. There’s a big difference between confident and cocky. Fortunately for me, you won’t ever figure that out.

Bad singers: So you have your headphones in your ears in a public area and suddenly you think you’re on American Idol. Sadly, you are the contestants that everyone laughs at. My ears don’t need to bleed because you have the urge to violate my air with your horrid excuse of a voice. You embarrass me.

I’m sure there are more, but this is all I can think of for now. Maybe I’ll make a part two someday.

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WTF.

Nom Nom Nom.

Lately I’ve been thinking about my life and trying to figure out where it’s going. The truth is – I have absolutely no clue. Usually the thought of it has been getting me down, but now I realize there’s no point. Everything that makes me smile, I have – well sort of. I know I’m missing some of the pieces but eventually it will all come together, even if uncertainty gets the best of me. It’s time to see where this roller coaster takes me and hold on for the ride.

On another note, I forgot how much I love doing simple things – especially with people I care about. Spending time doing absolutely nothing and spending nothing seems more rewarding than anything I could ever spend money on.

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"There's no need to cry little walri, I has fishcake!"